Sean and I split up once again but we both have agreed that it's the last time. We both are too different at our cores to be partners and we would make better friends but we aren't ready for that yet. We have too many jealousy issues between us.
There have been ups and downs with the break up. It seems my moods are measured in hour increments these days. I do miss him and the thing I miss the most is the companionship. I'm feeling real lonely because of it. I'm getting the urge to fill that loneliness with someone else but I don't think it's the right thing. Being single is the best for me in this stage of my life.
My main objective in life right now, besides school, is making more friends. I'm going to start playing team sports here in Livermore soon and I hope to make some friends at school. Once I can afford some new skates I'm going to start skating again. The health benefits from exercise will help fend off the depression and improved my body.
I'm only taking one class during the summer because it takes up the majority of the time I have for night classes. I'm hoping to take at least 10 credits during the fall semester though. I'm going to make the sacrifices needed to push forward for my degree.
Time for work and so I leave you with this song...
Chevelle - One Lonely Visitor
