Machine Gun...

I made a realization tonight that I've lost who I was. I think I've said this before but when my brother was visiting he made a comment to Sean. Something along the lines of that Jesse used to be fun loving, caring, and generally happy. The fact that he recognized I had changed was an eye opener.

I think after my moms death I lost how to be empathetic.  My head is spinning right now from the conversation I had earlier this evening so I'm trying to get down all that I thought about. It's hard for me to remember right now but there was a lot said and most of it has growth potential. 

Hopefully some sleep will help flesh out what was said.

Good night everyone!